How personal loss prompted Paul to help others coping with bereavement
12:00 12 May 2014
Saint Francis Hospice’s family support manager Paul Sullivan understands the pain of losing a relative there far too well.
In 1993, his mother Sheila was taken to the hospice, in Havering-atte-Bower, while suffering from skin cancer.
She had been coping well at home until she woke up one morning unable to speak.
Paul, who was then 24 and working as a manager at a telecommunications company, had heard of another hospice in Hackney, but knew nothing of Saint Francis, and tried to calm his mum’s fears.
During her time in the inpatient unit, her symptoms were controlled, she regained some speech, and was discharged and given therapy at home.
Sadly, Sheila’s health deteriorated a few weeks later and she was readmitted to Saint Francis, where she died.
Paul said: “In the last week of my mum’s life we practically lived at the hospice. I have lots of fond memories of the family gathered at her bedside and taking my mum in a wheelchair around the beautiful hospice gardens in the summer heat.”
He took up the offer of counselling, along with other members of his family.
Everyone close to someone who dies while in the hospice’s care is offered support. They can have one-on-one meetings or opt for group sessions.
Paul, who lives in Romford, said the counselling helped him work through his grief and he returned to his job.
After the trauma of his mother’s death, which followed that of his partner the previous year, he did not think he would return to the hospice.
He said: “I was working in the City and facing redundancy, and the way counselling helped me sparked an interest. I wanted to help others.”
So Paul retrained and helped people at Whipps Cross Hospital and in the witness service at Snaresbrook Crown Court.
“I never expected to come back to the hospice but the job came up and I decided to apply,” he said.
He got the job in 2005, and is now the Family Support Service manager at Saint Francis.
When he came back, Paul found the stigma about counselling which was still there in the 1990s was dissolving and more people were embracing the help on offer.
Since 2005, the service has gone from helping 200 clients a year to more than 1,500, and there is now a dedicated children’s service.
Paul describes his job as a “privilege” as he helps people through the toughest times.
He said: “After my mother died I thought I was going mad with some of the things I was feeling.